It has been a long time since you blogged. C'mon kid I'm jonesing for my pissed off white chick blog. What's eating you baby? Tu es mi vida, mi corazon, e mi amore.
Anonymous, I guess I have been feeling pretty sad the past few days. See, I did something I really regret, and it hurt someone I really love. I keep thinking that I may have fucked things up beyond repair, and I can only sit here and cry about it, cause there is not a damned thing I can do to change it. If I could take it back I would. But that is not how things work. I just have to hope that he forgives me, and loves me despite my weaknesses. And that he knows that I love him, and that I never wanted to hurt him. And that all I want is to be with him, showing him how much I love him. And once he gets that, I will be okay again. Tu es mi vida, mi corazon, y mi amore. Ti amo solo ati, mi corazon. Always! Yours, Dawn
I am 36 years old and have three children, one hubby, and one Honey. I am always standing on the very edge of sanity, and I write here to vent so that I do not fall over the edge and into the abyss.
5 comments:
I never heard that song before.
What's all the pain about, anyway?
LBB,
Like the song says.. I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. And nothing at all is something I feel far too often. Hugs, Dawn
It has been a long time since you blogged. C'mon kid I'm jonesing for my pissed off white chick blog. What's eating you baby? Tu es mi vida, mi corazon, e mi amore.
Anonymous,
I guess I have been feeling pretty sad the past few days. See, I did something I really regret, and it hurt someone I really love. I keep thinking that I may have fucked things up beyond repair, and I can only sit here and cry about it, cause there is not a damned thing I can do to change it. If I could take it back I would. But that is not how things work. I just have to hope that he forgives me, and loves me despite my weaknesses. And that he knows that I love him, and that I never wanted to hurt him. And that all I want is to be with him, showing him how much I love him. And once he gets that, I will be okay again. Tu es mi vida, mi corazon, y mi amore. Ti amo solo ati, mi corazon. Always! Yours, Dawn
Post a Comment